i hate promos =X

bleahx i tell you i hate it x.x i think i retain liao. gp still okok. although i duno wad i writing for essay. haha. den econs i think okok. not too good though. DRQ seems to simple to be true. think i din catch the thing properly. but essay was :S

sigh den came the sciences...........the horror of all students. at least for me T_T i think i did horrendously. chem was better than phy. but still bad. argh argh argh. chem got 10 marks blank. i know how to do one lor!!! pek chek. a FEW FEW FEW seconds before the teacher said "pens down", i SUDDENLY got enlightened and i knew how to do!!! ahhhh... but too bad. 10 marks. -flyy- :(

phy was worse. neva seen such worse scenrio. was having flu the prev day le. den had to do phy paper with a runny nose and teary eye. pekchek. sick twice in three weeks. bleah. left two pages blank. think is about 8 marks. not sure. but i know i die le. sigh. gg le la:( i got study one lor. sigh. too dumb le.

dumb.

now left math. wad makes you think it'll be any better lorr... math is my worse. ask my class ppl. ask yongsheng. haiyo. ask my sec frens. every one knows i cant make it for math. oh no oh no. how how how. wad if i really retain?! ahh!

seriously i don want study le. so sian:( sigh. cnat believe aj starts one week aft us and ends at the same time. ok relatively the same time. sigh. anyway, jiayou to all of you!! go go go! don retain like me k?:)

k then. enough of slacking. shall got do math le. bye:)

it's coming...

haha. went to return book jus now at sun plaza den heard someone shout "shermin!". at first i thought maybe it's jus me hearing things. haha. den i was thinking no wad...cannot be. haha. yuan lai shi kah hwee and gengliang nor....haiyo. scare me. sorry ah. was a bit blur. mind was somewhere else. bleah xD wadtodowadtodo..haiyo x_X

i want watch rozen maiden traumend!!! -sobsob- but i realise they got more than jus 2 seasons lor. seems to have alot. yay yay=)))) cant wait to watch ALL of them. wahaha.. addicted to so many things now la. haiyo. RM, den still got final fantasy. i want watch lehs. hmm >< soo many things to do after promos liddat. haha.

guess wad i'm doing? i'm koping emoticons from my fren. haha. lots of new ones now. haha. hmm i shall change my blogskin myself soon. when i get toooo sianed bout studying i'll do some suff. put my favoourriittee rozen maiden. yupp:)

promos is coming. take care everyone. jiayou! trying hard not to think.

taking the easy way out now, haha.
irresponsible me. but hmm
everything shall wait.
after promos pls.
my heart,
refrain from thy emotions.

i was selfish...
i'm sorry for wad has happened
it still hurts..
how long will this lonliness last...

my feelings and thoughts... all in this four words ba i guess. haha. pardon the ugly writing. it's not like i've ever learnt it you know..hee >_<

anyway i'm chao addicted to this new anime!!! Rozen maiden:)) and i mean addicted. i chao love it le la. but i finished the series. sad. shall watch the second series only after promos. you hear me shermin?? after promos!! okok... i love it! sigh but shermin, you nid to mug ya know? no more time le. and you don want to retain. as much as you don want to be promoted. and face that >.<

found someone who understands how you feel. but found someone who understands how i feel. yet i know the one who feels like you. yet i cant console..cos i'm well aware of how i feel. hmm chim. i also don really know wad i'm talking le la.

anyway i'm feeling lost once again. haha. but as i said always. as long as you're okay=)

yay i changed song...haha. i think alot of songs that i like all for things to do with thousand one..haha. i know this song quite old liao la...but i jus sort of discovered it. and it's very nice. i like the verse more than the chorus. haha. be patient and wait for the song to load completely k? haha and i bet you'll love it like i do!!=)

i guess some things have to change. haha. guess you did so. and i believe it's the best for you and me ba. really, i think so. i cant be selfish. you cant be, you understand that, shermin? think for others. know how others will feel. it's only for the better. and trust me. i really believe so:)

guess this feeling is still lingering round the very soul of my life...i'm afterall..part of nothing. haha. maybe i am, in God's hands. but in this mortal world, i'm now part of nothing. haha. always knew good things dont last long. and guess i'm right afterall.

一切在那一日结束了
一切在那一刻改变了
我已一无所有。。。
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